*ying †

@}-----Friday, January 16, 2009

Dear Diary,

I was walking to Jean's house yesterday. I took a different route. Well..I have no idea why. I just walked..listening to Hillsong, enjoying God's presence. Just 2 blocks away from hers, I happen to look to the left. And I saw something..new! Oh well, its not like its a new renovated area..but more like its a new route I happen to take.

God says,"See that I can bring you to new place. In that new place, you will see new things, you will meet new people. Do not be afraid, just hold my hand."

At that new route, what was on my left was actually an open area with benches for residence to relax. As I walked further down, there was the same open area but more to that, they have big playground! :D

For the past few months, I've visited and pass by to my old houses and places where I used to go when I was young. I was asking God..why bring me to these old places? Is it because maybe God knows that I do miss these places..maybe just that I'm not really aware of it?

I didn't get my answer..not even during new year's day. But now, I see His big picture now.

Thank you Lord for seeing me through these years. From a lil girl who always wants to pretend to be a Catholic, queue up just so to get a taste of what the round flat wafer biscuit so call 'bread' taste like, ended up got caught red-handed by my classmate and teacher that I was only trying to camo among my other Catholic classmates. I've always wondered why only my Catholic classmates get to taste the bread. I goes to the chapel before exams to pray to You just so that hoping that You will help me in my exams even without much studying..only pray when I needed You.

To now..I finally understand and experience the true meaning of the 'bread' - which represents Your body. You who so loved us, died for my sins..and many others' sins just so we can live life more abundantly, be freed, have direct access to You and Your Heavens, just so we can, we are called to be Your children and conquerors.

Indeed, 25 years was quite a long walk. But You was so patience with me even when I do so many things to upset You. Still, You looked at me with love. And..You never give up hope on me. Thank you for everything Jesus. I can never thank you enough for Your more than enough love for me.

I know very well, You hold my past, You hold my present and You hold my tomorrow. You hold my hand. Amen.

"I Know Who Holds Tomorrow"

I don't know about tomorrow
I just live from day to day
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey

I don't worry o'er the future
For I know what Jesus said
And today I'll walk beside Him
For He knows what is ahead

Chorus:
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand

Every step is getting brighter
As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter
Every cloud is silver-lined

There the sun is always shining
There no tear will dim the eye
At the ending of the rainbow
Where the mountains touch the sky

Chorus

I don't know about tomorrow
It may bring me poverty
But the One who feeds the sparrow
Is the One who stands by me

And the path that is my portion
May be through the flame or flood
But His presence goes before me
And I'm covered with His blood

Chorus

*ying

-11:40 AM

Name: Adora Zeng Guying

Other Desired Name: Oceana

Given English Name: Chanel (all thanks to Jonathan... btw do I really look like one??? hmphz... :/)

Given Korean Name: Park Goo Ying (all thanks to Uncle Desmond... :x)

Given Jap Name: Sakura (this is to poppy..a very strange way of linking my chinese name to tis jap name. bt stil thank poppy nonetheless. hahahas!! :x)

Given Indian Name: Latchitmi (donno how to spell la..ahgah ahgah..all thanks to Jonathan..supposedly to be an indian goddess name..bt he donno so anyhow give w/o me knowin. -_-". . .); Priya (given by Nithya..becoz Jonathan ask her to give after knowing Latchimi is a "no-no" name for me. *rainbow )

Given Malay Name: Adora Binte Zeng Guying (Boon Hoe aka my naughtiest ducklin will know why..)

Nicknames: Mao, Ms Tissue (thanks to Gera aka hamster), Hello Kitty (thanks to Uncle James), Meow Meow Gong Zu (Miu Miu Wang Zi), Katemoshika Zikutoji, Ms Photographer, Ms Pampers (thanks to Daron aka mousie), Dora (for some reason, hamy's friends calls me this..i din intro louder. hahas!), Blossom (thanks to Professor Gene + Mojojojo), The Cat Girl (thanks to Eeson aka "Lao Shi" + "Doctor"), Sugared Chilli Padi, Nuah Nuah Meow, ppY, Toilet Flusher, Crow Activator, Queen of Crows (thanks to Lawrenz aka "stupid law"), Wanton bao Potato (thanks to Bin Han aka "AL"), Rag-Doll (thanks to Clarance aka "Polar Bear"), Drama Queen, Bread Monster, Meow, Xiao Mao, Ying, Ying Ying, Ah-Ying, Xiao Ying, Ying Mah, Ying Ying St. Clair, Monster Ying (thanks to hamy...), D/M (Dirty Monster) + Sick Monster + Evil Monster (thanks to naughty cow...), Pinky, Siyaka, Ah-Moon, Ang Mor Lian, GuGu, Ms Shinkai

Baby Desired Names: Princeton & Tiara!! >.<

Birthday: 11th January 1983

Water Baptism Birthday: 10th April 2005

Comfort Zone @: Bedok

Profession: God's servant

Studio @: 111 Somerset Road

Rock @:TBC

My Wishes

1. to be in heaven with God...asap...

2. to have a cosy home of my own...

3. to see, touch and taste snow!! :P... :x

4. to own a meowie & woofie of my own...best is kitty & puppy! >.<
5. to visit Georgia, Mami and Emm at Romania! :D
6. to visit Lele and Matt at Aussie - Sydney! :D

My Favourites

Loves : God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, God's creations, My Family (Pa, Ma, Xiang, Yan and Juan), My Baby (my baby hamster who are in heaven...erh...not biblical though. :x), Lovely (my long lost kitten..somewhere out there..), Calvin aka papa calvin, Joyce aka mama joyce, Jonathan, Jane, James, Dawn, Jeff, Kin Weng, Vivien, James Cheo, June, Clara aka lala, Keith aka shifu, Jiale aka lele, V-Teamers (Michele, Ru Chen, Yin Hong aka hong hong, Bin Han aka Mr Loh Bin Han, Guo Hwei aka warmer, Shu Kai aka kai ker, Lay Teng aka teng teng, Daren, Pearlin aka swanie, Yingzhi aka batz batz maru, Hwee Teng aka ht, So San aka Xiao Ding Dang, Diana aka mami Diana, Joanna aka mami Joanne, Yan Mei aka YM, Bee Ling aka bl, Gera aka..gera?), Rebecca aka bearie, Sarah, Vernis aka Pooh, Serena, Adeline aka hamy, Karen aka xbt, Tracy aka koala, Jessica aka busy bee, Jeannie, Eileen

Love to learn : God's Words, Jesus, Photography, Baking, Drums, Electric & Accoustic Guitar, All kinds of makeup, Skincare, Bodycare, Ballroom Dancing

Learning : Cooking - Western / Korean Food 1st! :D...

Accomplished : Korean Bulgogi, Beef Seaweed Soup, Korean Egg Rolls, Liang Cha, Swedish Anchovy Bread Rolls, Strawberry Sherberts, Jellies, Chicken Drums with Rosti, Olive Rice, Yum Mu Yor, Apple Galette, Lychee Chicken, Tiramisu, Korean Seafood Pancake, Ban Mian, Korean Ddeokbokki, Curry Chicken Spaghetti, Spaghetti (Scallopini Sauce, Tomato Base Sauce), Carbonara, Swedish Meatballs, Toast, Soto Ayam, Lasagna, Black Pepper Steak, Tortellini, Laksa, Mee Siam, Pizza

Upcoming Projects : Mee Rebus, Nasi Goreng

Special Food : Strawberries, Hershey's Cookie & Creams Milk Chocolate, Topshell, Cornflakes with Milk, Beef Jerky, Milk, Ice-cream, Cheese, Coke or Pepsi Twist with Salt, Pizzas, Canadian Pizza Chicken Wings, Mac Vanilla Cone, Mac Flurry, Gong Gong, Cockles, Kimchi, Kimchi Ramen, Sashimi, Waraku's Kishimen, Mushroom Pot, Long John's Silver, Burger King's Mushroom Burger, Popeye's Biscuit, KFC's Chicken

Korean Dramas : Full House, Goong, Goong S, Get Karl! Oh Soo Jung, Boys Before Flowers

Japanese Dramas : Beautiful Life, Long Vacation, Love Generation, Good Luck!!, Engine, Terms of a Witch

Taiwan Dramas : It Started With A Kiss, It Started With A Kiss 2, MVP Qing Ren, Meteor Garden

Cartoons : Little Mermaid, The Incredibles, Ratatouille, WALL-E, Up, Toy Story, Monster Inc, Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, Lady and the Tramp, Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King, Pocahontas, Mulan, Tarzan, Atlantis: The Lost Empire, Bolt

Movies : Peter Pan, Freaky Friday, Return to Oz, The Princess Diaries, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, Enchanted, Harry Potter

Studio Ghibli : Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Kiki's Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke