*ying †

@}-----Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Dear diary,

I was looking through the lyrics of these songs today. Finally I understood the meaning.

"One Last Breath" by Creed

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Chorus:
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Chorus

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's somthing left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

"Wherever You Will Go" by The Calling

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

Chorus:
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

Chorus

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

Chorus

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

"Only One" by Yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Chorus:
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Chorus

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

-5:08 PM

Name: Adora Zeng Guying

Other Desired Name: Oceana

Given English Name: Chanel (all thanks to Jonathan... btw do I really look like one??? hmphz... :/)

Given Korean Name: Park Goo Ying (all thanks to Uncle Desmond... :x)

Given Jap Name: Sakura (this is to poppy..a very strange way of linking my chinese name to tis jap name. bt stil thank poppy nonetheless. hahahas!! :x)

Given Indian Name: Latchitmi (donno how to spell la..ahgah ahgah..all thanks to Jonathan..supposedly to be an indian goddess name..bt he donno so anyhow give w/o me knowin. -_-". . .); Priya (given by Nithya..becoz Jonathan ask her to give after knowing Latchimi is a "no-no" name for me. *rainbow )

Given Malay Name: Adora Binte Zeng Guying (Boon Hoe aka my naughtiest ducklin will know why..)

Nicknames: Mao, Ms Tissue (thanks to Gera aka hamster), Hello Kitty (thanks to Uncle James), Meow Meow Gong Zu (Miu Miu Wang Zi), Katemoshika Zikutoji, Ms Photographer, Ms Pampers (thanks to Daron aka mousie), Dora (for some reason, hamy's friends calls me this..i din intro louder. hahas!), Blossom (thanks to Professor Gene + Mojojojo), The Cat Girl (thanks to Eeson aka "Lao Shi" + "Doctor"), Sugared Chilli Padi, Nuah Nuah Meow, ppY, Toilet Flusher, Crow Activator, Queen of Crows (thanks to Lawrenz aka "stupid law"), Wanton bao Potato (thanks to Bin Han aka "AL"), Rag-Doll (thanks to Clarance aka "Polar Bear"), Drama Queen, Bread Monster, Meow, Xiao Mao, Ying, Ying Ying, Ah-Ying, Xiao Ying, Ying Mah, Ying Ying St. Clair, Monster Ying (thanks to hamy...), D/M (Dirty Monster) + Sick Monster + Evil Monster (thanks to naughty cow...), Pinky, Siyaka, Ah-Moon, Ang Mor Lian, GuGu, Ms Shinkai

Baby Desired Names: Princeton & Tiara!! >.<

Birthday: 11th January 1983

Water Baptism Birthday: 10th April 2005

Comfort Zone @: Bedok

Profession: God's servant

Studio @: 111 Somerset Road

Rock @:TBC

My Wishes

1. to be in heaven with God...asap...

2. to have a cosy home of my own...

3. to see, touch and taste snow!! :P... :x

4. to own a meowie & woofie of my own...best is kitty & puppy! >.<
5. to visit Georgia, Mami and Emm at Romania! :D
6. to visit Lele and Matt at Aussie - Sydney! :D

My Favourites

Loves : God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, God's creations, My Family (Pa, Ma, Xiang, Yan and Juan), My Baby (my baby hamster who are in heaven...erh...not biblical though. :x), Lovely (my long lost kitten..somewhere out there..), Calvin aka papa calvin, Joyce aka mama joyce, Jonathan, Jane, James, Dawn, Jeff, Kin Weng, Vivien, James Cheo, June, Clara aka lala, Keith aka shifu, Jiale aka lele, V-Teamers (Michele, Ru Chen, Yin Hong aka hong hong, Bin Han aka Mr Loh Bin Han, Guo Hwei aka warmer, Shu Kai aka kai ker, Lay Teng aka teng teng, Daren, Pearlin aka swanie, Yingzhi aka batz batz maru, Hwee Teng aka ht, So San aka Xiao Ding Dang, Diana aka mami Diana, Joanna aka mami Joanne, Yan Mei aka YM, Bee Ling aka bl, Gera aka..gera?), Rebecca aka bearie, Sarah, Vernis aka Pooh, Serena, Adeline aka hamy, Karen aka xbt, Tracy aka koala, Jessica aka busy bee, Jeannie, Eileen

Love to learn : God's Words, Jesus, Photography, Baking, Drums, Electric & Accoustic Guitar, All kinds of makeup, Skincare, Bodycare, Ballroom Dancing

Learning : Cooking - Western / Korean Food 1st! :D...

Accomplished : Korean Bulgogi, Beef Seaweed Soup, Korean Egg Rolls, Liang Cha, Swedish Anchovy Bread Rolls, Strawberry Sherberts, Jellies, Chicken Drums with Rosti, Olive Rice, Yum Mu Yor, Apple Galette, Lychee Chicken, Tiramisu, Korean Seafood Pancake, Ban Mian, Korean Ddeokbokki, Curry Chicken Spaghetti, Spaghetti (Scallopini Sauce, Tomato Base Sauce), Carbonara, Swedish Meatballs, Toast, Soto Ayam, Lasagna, Black Pepper Steak, Tortellini, Laksa, Mee Siam, Pizza

Upcoming Projects : Mee Rebus, Nasi Goreng

Special Food : Strawberries, Hershey's Cookie & Creams Milk Chocolate, Topshell, Cornflakes with Milk, Beef Jerky, Milk, Ice-cream, Cheese, Coke or Pepsi Twist with Salt, Pizzas, Canadian Pizza Chicken Wings, Mac Vanilla Cone, Mac Flurry, Gong Gong, Cockles, Kimchi, Kimchi Ramen, Sashimi, Waraku's Kishimen, Mushroom Pot, Long John's Silver, Burger King's Mushroom Burger, Popeye's Biscuit, KFC's Chicken

Korean Dramas : Full House, Goong, Goong S, Get Karl! Oh Soo Jung, Boys Before Flowers

Japanese Dramas : Beautiful Life, Long Vacation, Love Generation, Good Luck!!, Engine, Terms of a Witch

Taiwan Dramas : It Started With A Kiss, It Started With A Kiss 2, MVP Qing Ren, Meteor Garden

Cartoons : Little Mermaid, The Incredibles, Ratatouille, WALL-E, Up, Toy Story, Monster Inc, Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, Lady and the Tramp, Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King, Pocahontas, Mulan, Tarzan, Atlantis: The Lost Empire, Bolt

Movies : Peter Pan, Freaky Friday, Return to Oz, The Princess Diaries, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, Enchanted, Harry Potter

Studio Ghibli : Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Kiki's Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke